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I didn’t just break overnight

Well i never thought id be sat here writing this and especially on a Friday night without a drink in my hand , how times change but do not worry that will be back . last week i wrote one of my blogs named the end, little did i know i was actually writing whatContinue reading “I didn’t just break overnight”

The End

The smile , the yea im ok you , the constant battle to make yourself beleive that you are ok the ways you change yourself as a person to become the pleaser just to distract yourself from your own thoughts , the belief that if you try to push it all to the side atContinue reading “The End”

Have you ever just sat and thought what the fuck am i doing !!!!

weather you believe in god the universe or fate or even that arsenal are a good football team , surely there’s been a point in your life where you have sat there and just thought what the fuck am i doing and i don’t mean like what am i doing today or why am iContinue reading “Have you ever just sat and thought what the fuck am i doing !!!!”

I am tough but i do have a soft side 😌

This will be the second time i have wrote this because stupidly the 1st time i did i was overthinking it all and trying to word it properly and then half way in i realised this isn’t me i dont do structured writing i dont do the whole lets think about what im going toContinue reading “I am tough but i do have a soft side 😌”

I’m the lowest iv been in a long time but i bet you a tenner i get back up

I am not the best at opening up to people or talking about my feelings if anything i get nervous at the thought of it and quickly panic on what to say when somebody asks me if im ok, its like i don’t know what to do with myself . I have this image ofContinue reading “I’m the lowest iv been in a long time but i bet you a tenner i get back up”

you see me and you resent me for leaving you , you sit there and think im cruel and that i just always make you out to be the bad guy , you even go around with you head down and your sad little face playing the victim , woe is me when really iContinue reading

Most just see as crazy

One of the biggest assumptions we make as adults is to think we know somebody because of there actions , this is just a natural thing to do for our own safety and just in everyday life we are built to be aware of our surroundings i mean we wouldn’t just walk into a roadContinue reading “Most just see as crazy”

The reason for my Manchester united love

I dont and never will pretend or go on that i know the ins and outs of football or manchester united and i will very rarely comment on football posts for this reason ,but this does not mean i dont love my club because i feel i have the biggest reason to not only loveContinue reading “The reason for my Manchester united love”

Absolute pmt and session depression outta my head !!!

there are far more fucking problems in the world than this but fook me i aint half feeling the erratic rollercoaster of my mind today its like whacking a mento in coke and just watching it errupt obviously 50% of this is self inflicted by me thinking im some kind of drinking rockstar ( clearlyContinue reading “Absolute pmt and session depression outta my head !!!”

Today i needed a friend

Today i needed a friend , but today i hid away and made excuses so i didnt have to see anyone !!!! as most of you see i can become quite an irratic person but as of late i have noticed this has become more often and harder to bounce back from i have hadContinue reading “Today i needed a friend”