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Day 1 of my self help journey 🙂

So I did it I got up and I followed through with my trip but there actually is reason to this trip and some might think I’m crazy but we all thought that anyway 😊 this trip I’m currently on my way too was actually to try and reconcile with what I thought was my…

My heart hurts right now

I wish I was writing about how iv finally found happiness or how I’m happy that I found my forever but unfortunately not , for a moment I did think I had all these and then bit by bit it took pieces of me away that I never thought I’d let happen again but Ivvlearnt…

I didn’t just break overnight

Well i never thought id be sat here writing this and especially on a Friday night without a drink in my hand , how times change but do not worry that will be back . last week i wrote one of my blogs named the end, little did i know i was actually writing what…

The End

The smile , the yea im ok you , the constant battle to make yourself beleive that you are ok the ways you change yourself as a person to become the pleaser just to distract yourself from your own thoughts , the belief that if you try to push it all to the side at…

Have you ever just sat and thought what the fuck am i doing !!!!

weather you believe in god the universe or fate or even that arsenal are a good football team , surely there’s been a point in your life where you have sat there and just thought what the fuck am i doing and i don’t mean like what am i doing today or why am i…

I am tough but i do have a soft side 😌

This will be the second time i have wrote this because stupidly the 1st time i did i was overthinking it all and trying to word it properly and then half way in i realised this isn’t me i dont do structured writing i dont do the whole lets think about what im going to…

I’m the lowest iv been in a long time but i bet you a tenner i get back up

I am not the best at opening up to people or talking about my feelings if anything i get nervous at the thought of it and quickly panic on what to say when somebody asks me if im ok, its like i don’t know what to do with myself . I have this image of…

you see me and you resent me for leaving you , you sit there and think im cruel and that i just always make you out to be the bad guy , you even go around with you head down and your sad little face playing the victim , woe is me when really i…

Most just see as crazy

One of the biggest assumptions we make as adults is to think we know somebody because of there actions , this is just a natural thing to do for our own safety and just in everyday life we are built to be aware of our surroundings i mean we wouldn’t just walk into a road…

The reason for my Manchester united love

I dont and never will pretend or go on that i know the ins and outs of football or manchester united and i will very rarely comment on football posts for this reason ,but this does not mean i dont love my club because i feel i have the biggest reason to not only love…